I cried.
There was a moment near the last quarter of the movie that freaked me out so much that I just started to heave with sobs. And as the movie continued with some disturbing scenes and the intensity had me seized in my seat clutching to Kevin. It took sweet words and tenderness from Kev to get me calmed down. The only other movie that got me so worked up was "Lovely Bones".
Confession: I have a very tender heart and soul. I grew up very sheltered and not exposed to movies that included sex, swearing or were scary/demonic.
I kick myself sometimes for being so sensitive in mind/soul/heart and felt like a fool for crying but at the same time it's a good sign the movie is good...I got sucked in. I feel for the characters; empathize. I don't regret seeing this movie, it's definitely Oscar worthy especially Natalie Portman's acting ability!When we got home (aka the resort) from the movies we through on something light - American Idol. So much for light! The last man to audition made me curl up into Kevin and cry. If you saw the epi you would understand and apparently/thankfully I wasn't the only one to tear up!
I love that my life is filled with learning more about myself and how blessed I am!
I watched American Idol and he is now the one I am cherring for!!!!! And he was awesome!!!
Black swan was definately an amazing movie - freaky as hell, and left me in several places going " ok, um WTFFFFFFFFF??? " *LOL* but it was fantastic!